so fast!

I don't know how many hours I have been sitting outside my balcony for so long....


Taking the fresh air as much as I could going to my nose and lungs made me feel nervous,

my sorrounding was clear and calm, I could barely hear the serene somewhere! My hearing was so dull...

The moon lighting so bright up from the sky while the plane moving on its side, I saw it yet very far, I CAN'T explain but i dropped a tear..

YESTERDAY... I was lying down at my TATAY's lap asking nonsense question... So young...

Inexperienced..

There are times I'm screaming for him to wash my bum, and he was like''coming..'' hustling through the way, afraid to fail his little daughter command..

NANAY telling me to be descent and polite, sometimes knocking my ''little coconut shell'' everysingle day to admonish me..

Still, i decided to choose my own way..

THOSE MEMORY BEWAILED ME..

Presently, I could'nt FEEL any of my family presence, neither their clasp, kisses and solace around me..

Still, i decided to choose...

I left and now living independently..

In addition to, I'm embracing a vast responsibility which would take place my individual life into another way of life(a new life)..

A NEW life where I am determined to convey forever and proudly say ONLY BUT BY MYSELF ..

To prove that i survived and YES I KNOW I ABSOLUTELY COULD!!!



INDEED SO FAST!

baw zarina..

i'm not really planning to sign up on this site, but i had to post a comment for my very "beuna amiga zaw?" though i missed eating my food and doing lot of stuff for today..oh! it's pretty annoying yet exciting, coz i could relate somehow of their personal issues and news regarding their lifestyle.

hay...... late naku sa ubra la pko ka kaon, im always busy...aside from that, my new laptop makes me type so slow, slower than a firstimer keyboard typer coz im getting confused of my new sony vaio, heck! i dont know how to use its manual properly for i used to have an ''Acer''.. eventually i will get use to it!


damn! i committed to post here finally! because of you "miss zarina!"